Mental Health Struggles

Do you feel like you are ever loosing yourself? I love gaming and LOVE streaming but lately it has just been a struggle to come out and stream to the point I've been streaming on Fridays and Saturdays because my sister streams with me. But the rest of the week after the kids go to bed I barely want to leave the couch. I am not sure if its the fatigue, or if im struggling with depression again but man do I miss my community.